not sad, just disappointed

doctor said i,i'd be alright. oh,everything that i believed,it wasn't true.i found it out when i got close to you.i thought you were different,like a dream.things they ain't never what they seem,whoa.thought i could trust you with my soul.but you can't do that anymore.
the doctor said i'd be alright,but i still feel blue.the doctor said i'd be alright,but i still love you.love you,hate you...love you,want you,hate you...ah,yeah...
i'm different.me myself,i'm different than all the rest.i can only speak for myself,but people can trust me. 

dedicated